I sit here shaking
Trying not to cry anymore
Do you even care

I sit here thinking of what to do
Not knowing what to say next
You’re a cold selfish bastard
Nope that’s not right
You’re a shallow ass hole
Nope that’s not right either
You’re a jerk who doesn’t care if his girl friend is in tears
Nope that’s also not right

As long as you win the fight
As long as you don’t get hurt on the way
As long as you are the man on top and I am beneath you
Nothing can just be even
Its always my problem, always my fault
You hear tears and you seem to care
But do you really?

I love you
I hate you
You ignore me
You push me down when I’m already there
You crush my heart and put out any fire still burning
You treat me like a lady
You treat me like shit
I don’t deserve this

You put me down
You call me names
You make me cry
I dont want to feel the pain you give me anymore
What do I have to do for it to go away
When you make me smile, is it just a cover
Cover from your cold hallow heart
Nothings inside you
You’re empty
You’re cold
You’re everything that I have ever wanted
Yet, you are everything I never wanted